De/Vision - Fairyland? (1996)

Sometimes I'm simple minded
Then I can't read your look
All my thoughts are binded
I'm like an opened book
In which you read the story
Of a bleeding soul I am so sorry
Each time I lose control

I should suppress my rage
I need you beside me
Don't you leave the stage
I need you to guide me
I know you'll be my saviour
If I repeat my fault
You put me on my best behaviour
You hear my call

Please hold out
I regret
All the nasty words I said
I can feel you getting colder
Please don't doubt
That I regret
All the days I left you sad
Can't you see me getting older

I know I hurt your feelings
But you had the strength
To start my healing
You went all lengths
The days of crying
Have reached the end
'Cause now I'm trying
to understand

Please hold out…

As we were young
We believed in wonder
The shadows of our unfeigned souls
We were so much stronger

A sweet life, Unrestrained and wild…
A sweet life… Glad to be a child
A sweet life - We had no price to pay
A sweet life… day by day…

As we were young
We ran through the fields
We let things take their course
Had nothing to conceal

As we were young
We could move mountains
Our childlike heart and soul
Were our strength's fountain

A sweet life, Unrestrained and wild…
A sweet life… Glad to be a child
A sweet life - We had no price to pay
A sweet life… day by day…

A sweet life…

I would die for you
You are my soul support
I don't lie to you
I will take all things you taught
I get high on you
You're the most befooling drug
And I sigh for you
I would never touch your luck

You don't flee
Keep me in view
You see me
Safely through
When the cold
Hurts my soul
You're like the sun

Want to fly with you
To a place that we don't know
I will cry for you
When the time has come to go

You don't flee…

I cannot trust another vow
Another lie
I won't accept a new deceit
Before my eyes
You poke the flame
Of distrust in me
No matter what you say
You'll pay

You'll taste the pain
I know
You will harvest what you sow

I don't pretend to be a saint
I am alive
Nowhere to go
No place I know
You can follow close behind

You'll taste the pain…

Wrapped in mystery
A witless waste No sign of dignity
A misty haze
Blood-red history
A deadly fate
Perverse philosophy
Justifying hate

Life of agony
My mind insane
Nowhere security
And nowhere shame
A yearn for harmony
No silly game
Spirituality
Penetrate my brain

Does it help us to pray?
I never felt that way
Does life make sense today?
I never felt that way

Does it help us to pray..?

I know I came too late
To save your heart
I couldn't change your fate
Now we're torn apart
We were just boys
When you had to go
Each day I miss your voice
And I'm feeling low

Heal the scars in my soul
Now the time is right
Heal the scars in my soul
Wipe out the shame inside

And now it's much too late
To save your heart
I suffer from our fate
We're torn apart

Heal the scars in my soul…

You are searching
For a place to hide
You will find it
In a dream of pure delight
You feel safety
No fear inside your mind
In your dreamland
You leave all pain behind

Keep dreaming
Keep your dreams alive
Don't stop dreaming
'Cause it beautifies your life…

You are waiting
For the rain to fall
Fell the raindrops
After tearing down the wall
You leave sadness
And then you come to bear
Your private paradise
Your dreams will take you there

Keep dreaming…

I'm afraid of you
When I see you glare
I will go down on my knees
I'd do anything for you
Want to taste all sins
I lick off your feet
I can't get enough
I can never stop the lust

I keep still now you can bleed me white
If you stay you see my second side
I keep still now you can bleed me white
You'll discover an undying light

I play the fool for you
I lay down my pride
I will go down on my knees
I'd do anything for you
You can seal my fate
I give my heart to you
I can't get enough
I can never stop the lust

I keep still now you can bleed me white
If you stay you see my second side
I keep still now you can bleed me white
You'll discover an undying light

You can pray for me
But you cannot save my soul
Dig my grave but see
That I still can hear you moan
Think of my embrace
When you lose all hope and faith

You reach out for me
But you cannot grasp a dream
You hold on to me
Your illusion makes me real
Think of my embrace
In your drug's delusive haze

Take me to the time
Let it start again
Take me to the time
When it all began
We can fly so high
You'll never want to say good-bye

Just remember me
That's the least I do implore
Don't you grieve for me
Never lock your tender door
Think of my embrace
Don't ever trust heaven's grace

Take me to the time
Let it start again
Take me to the time
When it all began
We can fly so high
You'll never want to say good-bye

The wind has called my name
You won't find me down again
Can you hear the same?
Spread your wings and fly away

With you by my side
No more to say
With no place to hide
We run from today
With you by my side
I won't be afraid
Inscrutable night
We seize the day

My soul they'll never tame
Higher spheres I reached again
Do you feel the same?
Pack your bag and dream away

With you by my side
No more to say
With no place to hide
We run from today
With you by my side
I won't be afraid
Inscrutable night
We seize the day